sheety!

if there is only another word to replace boredom, i would use it. coz ¡'m simply bored of using the word boredom to describe the past 3 weeks. how bout monotonous? nah, too long. how bout shitty? ya, its been 3 shitty weeks.

"darkness imprisoning me, all that i see absolute horror! i cannot see, i cannot die, trapped in myself, body my holding cell...."

words from james hetfield, song: one, album :...and justice for all

penah dengar lagu ni? hah lagu ni pasal ex-vietnam soldier crippled, lost his hands, legs, eyes... i kinda feel like that. helpless.

*****
"when a man lies, he murders some parts of the world, these are the pales tales which men miscalled their lives, this i cannot bear to witness any longer,cannot the kingdom of salvation, take me home..."

words : cliff burton, song: to live is to die