Sunday, October 31, 2004

Hair Day and Come what may...

Recently in my ArtyFyCYal blog , I blog about myself taking few major and minor decisions but I stop further when the PC in the CC was down. Anyway I remembered about it and I feel the more appropriate to blog it in this blog as it would be a bebel item suitable for a bebelblog like this...

Ok then where did i stop at, minor decisions..

well one of the decision i took was to have a new look or a new image. No i cant afford a image consultant right now. I decided to have a long hair. Not like glam rock Bon Jovi era puntianak long style but longer la than my now conservative combed hair. Right now tengah figuring what long hair style fits me...

Back at school days, i always wanted to grow long hair but as usual the blardy restrictions in school of course failed me. And my parents would disapproved too. But at Form 5, I managed to have long hair. That time was the Bros era. Remember Bros? When will i, will i be famous...chocolate box...thats their hits. No i dont fancy their look or their songs, i just know coz my frens are into it. In that time its either you rock or you pop. The two dont mix. I'm kinda different, i listen to everything, coz i mixed with any groups of this pop or rock community.

Back then I was mixing with these metal boys listening to Slayer,Megadeth,Kreator, Metallica, GnR,etc, the alternative scene with Infectious Groove, Faith No More, Incubus, Tone Loc, Beastie Boys, the popppers listening to Belinda Carlisle, Rick Astley which by the sucks, Debbie Gibson, Breathe and lots more i cant remember right now. Most of the time i will be with the metal boys coz i like heavy stuff. I was more to Metallica and Guns n Roses and Skid Row things...

Ok back to the hair thing, I managed to kept my front hair long. But i used up a lot of gel and combed it backwards just like mafia style Andy Gracia look, shinny and firm. It was more to the skaters look or the bmxers look. Tony Hawk thingy. I mixed with this frens who are into skate n bmx around this time but I cant skate at all. And I dont have a BMX either since my mum cant afford me one.

The hair survived for only a few months when my classmate who happened to be the blardy backstabbing pengawas pulled me out of the morning assembly and sent me to the dicipline teacher. Outside the hall, my hair was cut away with f**king stupid cheap sciccors by the moronic premature ejeculation stupid look teacher who said " Rambut macam orang hutan!". Was i angry? No....hahahhaaha....i was REALLY angry! at my classmate.

I told my other classmate about this backstabber, and after that schoolife changed for him. He got the ignore treatment and the look from me and a few kind words too. I bet he learned his lesson.

Right now its been about 2 months since i didnt have a hair cut. By January it will be groom to style. The only thing about keeping long hair is that i tend to feel uneasy and a little discomfort at the back of my neck. Hot, hot, hot. But after a while i get used to it. It's goes to any kind of changes in life i guess, you will always feel the uneasiness during the changing process.

Other minor addition is keeping back my tiny goatee look. Also to lose some weight and get the perfect balance for my height. Hmm...i think i stop here, and blog more about my other big decisions later....if i dont stop, i will be the longest bebel in bebel history....

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

elmo street

Conversations
elmodrivesacarr : hye encik mosh
elmodrivesacarr : lama tak nampak
mosh_brigades: yoooo
mosh_brigades:
mosh_brigades: dah invi 24/7...u la yg tak kelihatan
mosh_brigades: wakakkka
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
elmodrivesacarr : takla
mosh_brigades: iyela
elmodrivesacarr : ni baru je online setelah sekian lama
elmodrivesacarr : dah tak online sebulan nieh
mosh_brigades: ye ker.why the bz de bz?
mosh_brigades: study?
elmodrivesacarr : baru nak aktifkan YM balek
elmodrivesacarr : bz tu bz gak
mosh_brigades: bagus la
elmodrivesacarr : tapi more to takde internet service
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: wakakakakaa
elmodrivesacarr : so how are u these days?
mosh_brigades: minah tu pon sama arrr..
elmodrivesacarr : lama dah tak dengo cite pakcik
mosh_brigades: me..i'm fine
mosh_brigades: u?
elmodrivesacarr : minah tu lagi la lama tak online
elmodrivesacarr : i'm fine too
elmodrivesacarr : but having some acne probs due to stress
mosh_brigades: alaa..anything juz call me or visit my blog
mosh_brigades: wakakakaka..acne n stress
elmodrivesacarr : yeah...
elmodrivesacarr : u know what
mosh_brigades: what?
elmodrivesacarr : i've been trying to visit ur blog since the day u gave me the add
mosh_brigades: lalalallalaa
elmodrivesacarr : but still cudn't get thru
mosh_brigades: tak pegi pegi la tu
elmodrivesacarr : it must be the usm server culprit
elmodrivesacarr : nope
mosh_brigades: this one www.mosh.artctzen.com
elmodrivesacarr : i still have the add la
mosh_brigades: not the old one
elmodrivesacarr : aikk
elmodrivesacarr : not caught in the mosh?
mosh_brigades: but the old one still ader
elmodrivesacarr : apa la
elmodrivesacarr : tukaq2
elmodrivesacarr : mana la tau
mosh_brigades: ade both ade..actualy i got 6 blogs..and the artctzen blog is my main blog..
elmodrivesacarr : urrrk
elmodrivesacarr : u really hafta have a dozen blogs?
mosh_brigades: any updates to the other blogs will b mention in the artctzen blog
elmodrivesacarr : owh
mosh_brigades: yeah..is there any rule to this..wakakaa
elmodrivesacarr : well human technology..
elmodrivesacarr : i only know bout emotions..relationships...etc etc
mosh_brigades: i'm infected wit the blogritis syndrome
mosh_brigades: selseme blog
elmodrivesacarr : urrk.. that must be serious eh?
mosh_brigades: wakaaka..a'a aku kena dilupuskan
elmodrivesacarr : u shud seek a professional doctorate help
mosh_brigades: tapi sampai sekarang tak dpt dicari oleh jabatan perhilitan
mosh_brigades: u an b my doc, can u?
elmodrivesacarr : must drink 88 glasses of orang utans urin..
elmodrivesacarr : ayup
mosh_brigades: ok
elmodrivesacarr : no prob..
elmodrivesacarr : be ur doc..
mosh_brigades: then
elmodrivesacarr : i can be ur doc
elmodrivesacarr : but first u hafta do something..
elmodrivesacarr : eheheehe
mosh_brigades: after or before meals doc?
elmodrivesacarr : no lah
elmodrivesacarr : uhum.. drink 'em at both times
mosh_brigades: shake the bottle first i presume?
elmodrivesacarr : dont shake!
elmodrivesacarr : thats the rule!
mosh_brigades: does it makes me feel sleepy?
mosh_brigades: ok got u dont shake!
elmodrivesacarr : if not..all the urin's germs will float and u'll drink the germs as well and ur selsema blog syndrome wont recover
elmodrivesacarr : it makes ur more than sleepy
mosh_brigades: so sleepy i cant blog right?
elmodrivesacarr : u'll start thinking bout naked womens at hawaii beaches...
elmodrivesacarr : and also.. as if u have taken aphrodisiac
mosh_brigades: wow! dats great...it stimulates then
elmodrivesacarr : yup..so sleepy and u even forget bout ur blogs
mosh_brigades: i see i see
mosh_brigades: so wats the price fr this medicine doc?
elmodrivesacarr : just write my MSc thesis.. and finish it for me
elmodrivesacarr : simple as that
mosh_brigades: oh...darn!
elmodrivesacarr : u dont have to spend ur money at all
elmodrivesacarr : brilliant eh?
mosh_brigades: i hate writing thesis...so there goes my medicine
mosh_brigades: let me die then..
mosh_brigades: wakakaka
elmodrivesacarr : hahahahah
elmodrivesacarr : u sanggup mati dari bertungkus lumus buat thesis i?
elmodrivesacarr : thats bad
elmodrivesacarr : nyawa ada 1 je tau
mosh_brigades: hai nak pinang putri gunung ledang lagi senang dari nak obat u
elmodrivesacarr : heheheh
elmodrivesacarr : oit
elmodrivesacarr : tu lagi banyak permintaan
elmodrivesacarr : nak jambatan emas sampai ke puncak
elmodrivesacarr : jmbtn perak la
elmodrivesacarr : nak hati nyamuk la
elmodrivesacarr : nak hati hama la
elmodrivesacarr : u leh provide ke kalau nak pinang pun
mosh_brigades: jambatan pulau pinang pun bleh buat
elmodrivesacarr : eleh
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : it took 15 years to build penang bridge
mosh_brigades: siap buat escalator emas ke perak
elmodrivesacarr : kalau u nak tunggu sampai 15 years
elmodrivesacarr : putri gunung ledang pun dah berkedut seribu
mosh_brigades: tak la 15 yrs...i amik pekerja kontrak indon banyak2 fr majapahit siapkan secepat mungkin
elmodrivesacarr : amboi
mosh_brigades: putri gunung ledang tak bekerepot la...sebab byk endorsement tuk cosmetic..so doe dapat byk fee stuff
elmodrivesacarr : ni sure peminat fanatik putri gunung ledang
mosh_brigades: rambut die pakai teknik rebonding panjang mengurai
elmodrivesacarr : hrheheehe..
elmodrivesacarr : takut tuh encik mosh
mosh_brigades:
mosh_brigades: apsal takut?
elmodrivesacarr : silap rebonding... nanti jadik nenek kebayan gunung ledang lak
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: wakakakakaka
elmodrivesacarr : silap kawin nanti
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
mosh_brigades: nenek kebayan tu mak puteri gunung ledang
elmodrivesacarr : owh pulak
elmodrivesacarr : uhumm
elmodrivesacarr : ok ok
mosh_brigades: asalnya adalah bonda putri gunung klebang
elmodrivesacarr : hehehehheehehe
elmodrivesacarr : u nieh
elmodrivesacarr : ada2 je
elmodrivesacarr : so u kat mana nieh?
elmodrivesacarr : keje ke?
mosh_brigades: bapak mati kena gigit rimau masa berak kat utan
mosh_brigades: kat cc..u?
elmodrivesacarr : tu lah... tak mintak permission dulu tu yang kena gigit tuh.. takpun lepas berak tak kambus ngan pasir macam kucing
elmodrivesacarr : i lak kat mechi school
elmodrivesacarr : where else?
mosh_brigades:
elmodrivesacarr : tengah nak siapkan keje nak antar next week
mosh_brigades: tu la..bila nak turun jb?
elmodrivesacarr : uhum..
elmodrivesacarr : that..u hafta ask she
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: oh nak anto rombongan kat umah i?
mosh_brigades: wakakakaaa
mosh_brigades: she pon?
mosh_brigades: wakakakaa
elmodrivesacarr : uhum
elmodrivesacarr : leh ke?
mosh_brigades: <-----perasan de perasantan
elmodrivesacarr : nak goda adik lelaki u
elmodrivesacarr : mana tau still available
mosh_brigades: boleh..sama je antaran macam puteri gunung ledang
elmodrivesacarr : alaah..
elmodrivesacarr : no hal..
mosh_brigades: adik lelaki dah tunang..
elmodrivesacarr : nak lebih dari tu pun leh..
elmodrivesacarr : owh dah tunang pulak
elmodrivesacarr : amik moshy je lah
mosh_brigades: i kan putera gunng everest
elmodrivesacarr : everest?
elmodrivesacarr : alamak
elmodrivesacarr : nak anto rombongan pun dah beku
elmodrivesacarr : mcm mana nak kawin nieh
elmodrivesacarr : kensel terus!
mosh_brigades: yup ..nak climb sungguh susah..
mosh_brigades: cheh!
mosh_brigades: tak sanggup terima cabaran jalur gemilag la minah nie
mosh_brigades: wakakakkaa
elmodrivesacarr : It must be really lonely being you.
elmodrivesacarr : tak mo lah cabaran segitu
elmodrivesacarr : cabaran2 lain ble la
mosh_brigades: why lonely...up there we got a lot party u know
mosh_brigades: with snow bears and some penguins
elmodrivesacarr : yeah... party with lotsa freezy ice on ur nose thats what ur party is all about
elmodrivesacarr : and u eat dead people too eh?
elmodrivesacarr : just like in move "alive"...
mosh_brigades: yeah..we keep ourself close together..so we kept ourslf warm
elmodrivesacarr : but that's in Andes
elmodrivesacarr : whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
mosh_brigades: alive?
mosh_brigades: new movie arr?
elmodrivesacarr : keep yourself close together..
elmodrivesacarr : i must fly to everest now!
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
elmodrivesacarr : nope..
mosh_brigades: wakakaaa
elmodrivesacarr : its an old movie my dear
mosh_brigades: dont go there now..im here in jb..wakakakaka
elmodrivesacarr : ethan hawke lakon
mosh_brigades: ok old movie sucks!
elmodrivesacarr : alamak..
elmodrivesacarr : go fly with me togetherr..
elmodrivesacarr : eleh..as if u watch movies that often
elmodrivesacarr : cheh
mosh_brigades: ok then not so old la..since ethan is still young
elmodrivesacarr : old movie sucks konon
elmodrivesacarr : it was in 1996
elmodrivesacarr : eh moshy.. i nak gi lab sebelah jap
elmodrivesacarr : i msg u balek in 5 mins
elmodrivesacarr : jap eh
mosh_brigades: i tot like those cannibals movies shot in he seventies..it sucks..i dont know why the hell my fren bought e
mosh_brigades: ok
elmodrivesacarr : uhum..
elmodrivesacarr : izzit true?
elmodrivesacarr : i mean that cannibals movie
elmodrivesacarr : faces of death rite?
elmodrivesacarr : moshy
elmodrivesacarr : moshy
elmodrivesacarr : moshy
elmodrivesacarr : moshy
elmodrivesacarr : It must be really lonely being you.
BUZZ!!!
elmodrivesacarr : ellop?
elmodrivesacarr : where r u senor?
mosh_brigades: wei
mosh_brigades: sori..i tak on speaker
mosh_brigades: so tak dengo la
elmodrivesacarr : yeaaaaaaah rite
mosh_brigades: ok wcb..
elmodrivesacarr : cheh
elmodrivesacarr : wcb?
mosh_brigades: jangan mare
mosh_brigades: yo..namapak tuko lab?
mosh_brigades: wcb..welcome back
elmodrivesacarr : another name for selsema blog syndrome
elmodrivesacarr : owh
elmodrivesacarr : okay
elmodrivesacarr : wcb
elmodrivesacarr : bila org chatting ngan dia tak mo jwb
mosh_brigades: ader ni
elmodrivesacarr : pastu bila orrg invi dia buat status "mari kita invi beramai2"
elmodrivesacarr : ish
mosh_brigades: ler majuk lak puteri gunung tahan ni
elmodrivesacarr : tak payah nak putri2
mosh_brigades: abih
elmodrivesacarr : nanti kena kemban kat atas gunung
elmodrivesacarr : sejuk tau tak
mosh_brigades: wakakakaka..ok gak
elmodrivesacarr : tak mo aaah..
elmodrivesacarr : putri ni allergic sejuk
mosh_brigades: tak penah keman la nie
mosh_brigades: oh allergic sejuk, camner nak ikut gi everest
elmodrivesacarr : takleh kena sejuk
elmodrivesacarr : tu la pasalll
elmodrivesacarr : tu sbb kensel terus tadi
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : ehheeh
mosh_brigades: tak pe demi puteri..putera sanggup kuar dari kingdom everest nak stay kat gunung tahan
elmodrivesacarr : hahaha..
mosh_brigades: muakakakaka
elmodrivesacarr : okay
elmodrivesacarr : bernafas udara yang sama?
mosh_brigades: yea..mandi air yg sama
elmodrivesacarr : kanda teguh memegang janji
elmodrivesacarr : ye ye...
mosh_brigades: sudah tentu puteri ku
elmodrivesacarr : buleh buleh
elmodrivesacarr : esok dinda buat walking trail dari everest ke gunung tahan
mosh_brigades: esok suruh memanda menteri pegi cari kayu api kita buat party
elmodrivesacarr : jangan lupa..
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : wah wah..
mosh_brigades: muakakkakaa..ae budget ke puteri?
elmodrivesacarr : mamanda menteri masih groovy lagi wpun sudah menjangkau 88 tahun
mosh_brigades: jauh tau everest ngan tanah melayu ni
elmodrivesacarr : budget? mintak kat paklah la
elmodrivesacarr : takpe..
elmodrivesacarr : kerana kanda..
elmodrivesacarr : dinda sanggup berkorban nyawa
elmodrivesacarr : merentas lautan api
mosh_brigades: sebab tu kanda suruh memanda pergi cai kayu api, dah kerepot rimau pun tak selera
elmodrivesacarr : owh.. ade udang di sebalik batu ye kanda..
elmodrivesacarr : kanda nieh.. mengexploitasi orang tua..
mosh_brigades: jika lautan api dinda rentas, tiba i everest kanda sejukkan semula bara itu
mosh_brigades: kanda bukan exploit tapi take oppurtunity aje..
elmodrivesacarr : woih.. nggak buleh terlampau drastik..
elmodrivesacarr : biar panas baranya berkurangan dulu baru kanda hendak sejukkan..
mosh_brigades: sia2 pangkat kebesaran yg dinda kurnia pd memanda menteri
elmodrivesacarr : bisa mati tau
elmodrivesacarr : wah.. bijak kanda mengurus negeri
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: ok..dah sampai everest..masuk icebox diraja dulu
mosh_brigades: bijak memang bijak..tengkiu..wakaakaakakkaka
elmodrivesacarr : dah
elmodrivesacarr : jangan nak ngarut
mosh_brigades:
elmodrivesacarr : suka beno berfantasi
elmodrivesacarr : mcm mana nak maju?
elmodrivesacarr : geget kang
mosh_brigades: u started it 1st with dat gorilla urine
elmodrivesacarr : not gorilla my dear
elmodrivesacarr : its orang utan
mosh_brigades: geget baliks..
mosh_brigades: ok org utan..
elmodrivesacarr : orang utans have different emotions..
elmodrivesacarr : they are more tame than gorrilas
mosh_brigades: ofkoss hey do
elmodrivesacarr : geget balek?
elmodrivesacarr : no way
elmodrivesacarr : geget la org utan tuh
mosh_brigades: org uta tuh suruh geget doctor
mosh_brigades: muaakakakakkaa
elmodrivesacarr : woih
elmodrivesacarr : takleh
elmodrivesacarr : doc pakai baju getah
elmodrivesacarr : maksudnya takleh geget
mosh_brigades: takpe org utan gigi kuat
elmodrivesacarr : org utan patutnya paham
mosh_brigades: can bite thru anything
elmodrivesacarr : ni kena panggil pelatih balek nieh
elmodrivesacarr : woih
elmodrivesacarr : really?
elmodrivesacarr : thats serious
elmodrivesacarr : even ganas dari lelaki
elmodrivesacarr : hahahah
mosh_brigades: yes...maybe..depends on how old the org utan..
elmodrivesacarr : hafta find a way to prevent this
mosh_brigades: easy..juz pull off all its teeth
elmodrivesacarr : whoaaa
elmodrivesacarr : that wud be cruel
mosh_brigades: manusia is cruel
elmodrivesacarr : am not like u moshy
elmodrivesacarr : am not
elmodrivesacarr : am just cruel to lipas only
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: cruel gak then
elmodrivesacarr : well we are supposed to be cruel to bugs like lipas
mosh_brigades: sebab??
elmodrivesacarr : coz they are buggers
elmodrivesacarr : plus
elmodrivesacarr : they give us disease
elmodrivesacarr : plus they are dirty
elmodrivesacarr : plus.. they are geli
mosh_brigades: so they provided jobs for doctors n business oppurtunities for pharmacist what?
elmodrivesacarr : cant u feel 'em so geli when their leg touches ur skin?
elmodrivesacarr : but still
mosh_brigades: did u know that these bugs feel the same way about us? they say the same thing..aw geli la manusia ni.muakakkaa
elmodrivesacarr : pharmacist and doctors have other string of penyebab kesakitan other than lupas
elmodrivesacarr : *lipas
elmodrivesacarr : well to hell with lipas
elmodrivesacarr : eh have u watched joe's apartment?
mosh_brigades: well lipas provided business for mortein ridsect n stuff...
elmodrivesacarr : we still have mosquitos..hello??
mosh_brigades: i did..but tak ngk abis
mosh_brigades: mosquitos are ok...only females sucks bloods...
elmodrivesacarr : u sure?
mosh_brigades: yup
elmodrivesacarr : so where do males get their food then?
mosh_brigades: bad females mosquitos
mosh_brigades: sucking plants
elmodrivesacarr : from sexual intercourse with the females mosquitos/
elmodrivesacarr : are u sure?
mosh_brigades: nope
mosh_brigades: sure
elmodrivesacarr : i think.. males suck humans blood
mosh_brigades: ahahahahhaa..ok im not sure..but dats wat i learned at school
elmodrivesacarr : not the females
elmodrivesacarr : oh yeah..
mosh_brigades: no no..dat im sure female sucks bloods
elmodrivesacarr : u simply gimme false information bout mosquitos
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: no female sucks blood..dats is a fact!
elmodrivesacarr : That's not funny. That's not even in the same zip code as funny.
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : okay okay
mosh_brigades: hahahaa...
elmodrivesacarr : moshy..
elmodrivesacarr : dtg aa penang
mosh_brigades: auwww..pinkish..
elmodrivesacarr : yup... pink = female
mosh_brigades: nak datang nie...bile ek?
mosh_brigades: pink = red + white
elmodrivesacarr : dtg aa lps raya
mosh_brigades: red = blood
elmodrivesacarr : white?
elmodrivesacarr : white = innocent
mosh_brigades: good idea, bole raya sekali...
elmodrivesacarr : pink = innocent blood
elmodrivesacarr : uhum no prob
elmodrivesacarr : ajak la she
elmodrivesacarr : she sure suka
mosh_brigades: nak duit raya tak?
elmodrivesacarr : whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
elmodrivesacarr : of course
elmodrivesacarr : dah tanya mesti la nak
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
mosh_brigades: memang la.takan tak jumpe she...u n she la kite jumpa
elmodrivesacarr : laaa.. jumpe she lah
elmodrivesacarr : i wat pe
elmodrivesacarr : i ajak sbb nak swuh u jmpe she
mosh_brigades: lorrr...both u guys my fren what?
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : owh.. okay then
elmodrivesacarr : no prob
mosh_brigades: kenapa nak suruh i jumpe she?
elmodrivesacarr : just tell me when
elmodrivesacarr : saje je
elmodrivesacarr : u kan lebih lama kenal dia
mosh_brigades: sure...
mosh_brigades: alah...sama je mm kenal u..both of u are great chatters...but diff personality
elmodrivesacarr : how diff?
mosh_brigades: its fun to chat with u guys..
elmodrivesacarr : mebbe am a bit bubbly eh?
mosh_brigades: ok..she is more like...
elmodrivesacarr : she is known having all the words in the world
elmodrivesacarr : she's gud with words
mosh_brigades: yup..u r bubbly...n she kinda got like an attitude..
elmodrivesacarr : yup
elmodrivesacarr : she is
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: good attitue la..yg diff fr other female chatters
elmodrivesacarr : yup..
elmodrivesacarr : cool
mosh_brigades: tah..anyway..i think we connect in some ways
elmodrivesacarr : ahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..GUD NEWS!
mosh_brigades: n u too... we kinda hav thesame frequency
elmodrivesacarr : somebody admits that he is connected with she in some ways
elmodrivesacarr : well thats new!
elmodrivesacarr : hehehhe
elmodrivesacarr : hafta tell she rite away
elmodrivesacarr : u know what
mosh_brigades: juz look at we chat juz now..we cant go from one topik to anoher
elmodrivesacarr : we've been talking bout relationship and stuffs
elmodrivesacarr : and we are just so pelik..
mosh_brigades: so we are like thinking in the same frequency..
mosh_brigades: compatible in a way
elmodrivesacarr : compatible eh?
elmodrivesacarr : ok ok..
elmodrivesacarr : let me continue
elmodrivesacarr : bout my conversation with she ysterday
mosh_brigades: yup..dats what makes it fun n great..the pelikness of everything we are
mosh_brigades: ok carry on...
elmodrivesacarr : we just knew a fren of us di lamar oleh 2 org lelaki
elmodrivesacarr : and..
elmodrivesacarr : what makes us more pelik
mosh_brigades: wow
elmodrivesacarr : she's not attractive at all
mosh_brigades: dats is cruel to say..hahha
elmodrivesacarr : and she has this gediks2 punye perangai
elmodrivesacarr : no
elmodrivesacarr : this is a fact
mosh_brigades: gediks..hahhaha .lagi
elmodrivesacarr : ok
mosh_brigades: ok
elmodrivesacarr : am talking bout something so realistic tau
elmodrivesacarr : and kitaorg makin pelik
mosh_brigades: ok carry on...
elmodrivesacarr : kenapa kitaorg berdua takde sesapa pun yang nak lamar
elmodrivesacarr : or antar rombongan meminang ke
mosh_brigades: lorrrrrrrrrr.....
mosh_brigades: sedihnye dengo....
elmodrivesacarr : and we made this comparison between us and the gal
elmodrivesacarr : eh
elmodrivesacarr : its not that we ar desperate for sombody to come and lamar us
elmodrivesacarr : its not like that
elmodrivesacarr : but we are just so pelik
mosh_brigades: ok whats ur thesis came with...
elmodrivesacarr : we are more attractive and fun and interesting and like u said.. having the attitude..
elmodrivesacarr : but why no guys come and approach us
elmodrivesacarr : thats what make us confused
mosh_brigades: hmmm...
elmodrivesacarr : do we look so snobbish in a way that makes guys are affraid to aproach?
elmodrivesacarr : or guys are afraid of rejectioon?
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
elmodrivesacarr : i dont understand
mosh_brigades: u both look beautiful n nice..i pon pelik if nobody noticed dat
elmodrivesacarr : supposed.. now is the time for us to have those like.. crush experience and all .. but ntah
elmodrivesacarr : i dont know lah psl guys nieh
mosh_brigades: do u wanna know?
elmodrivesacarr : yeah
elmodrivesacarr : sure
elmodrivesacarr : guys just dont bother to approach?
mosh_brigades: wat do u wanna know then?
elmodrivesacarr : or guys want gals to approach?
elmodrivesacarr : or guys are actually becoming more or less gay?
elmodrivesacarr : uhum..
elmodrivesacarr : which is which moshy?
mosh_brigades: hahahhahaha...
mosh_brigades: well..there is always diff personalities in males and females
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : yerp
elmodrivesacarr : i know that
elmodrivesacarr : i just read Mars Vs Venus by John Gray
mosh_brigades: an understanding each personality is good
elmodrivesacarr : uhum
elmodrivesacarr : go on
mosh_brigades: good good...
mosh_brigades: but the best wayis to understand urself
mosh_brigades: which category do u fell in
elmodrivesacarr : yerp..
elmodrivesacarr : i dont know what personalities do i have.. and what kelebihan yg i ada..
elmodrivesacarr : u know what am saying?
elmodrivesacarr : like some ppl
mosh_brigades: ok..this is when i suggest u somehing...
elmodrivesacarr : they know they have this art talent
elmodrivesacarr : and they become good artist
elmodrivesacarr : and some..they know they have good voice.. and they go to singing line..and there we have siti nurhaliza..
elmodrivesacarr : u know things like that
elmodrivesacarr : but i dont know mine
elmodrivesacarr : what do u suggest?
mosh_brigades: ppl like artist or creative ppl..
elmodrivesacarr : uuhum..
mosh_brigades: express themself better with what they create
mosh_brigades: lke in paintings, musics, words..etc
elmodrivesacarr : uhum..
elmodrivesacarr : go on
mosh_brigades: for u , i suggest, u start wit wanting to know urself
elmodrivesacarr : encik moshy
mosh_brigades: thekey is want to...
elmodrivesacarr : how to do that
mosh_brigades: penting ni ..niat
mosh_brigades: ok then how to
mosh_brigades: hen when to...
elmodrivesacarr : its like i'm thrown to a desert and u ask me to find my way back
elmodrivesacarr : want to...how to..when to...
elmodrivesacarr : okay..
mosh_brigades: no im sorry..its like this what , when, why and how...thats the correct aturan
elmodrivesacarr : 5 wives and a husband
mosh_brigades: ok la..find this book..its the 1st step...
elmodrivesacarr : 5W and 1 h
elmodrivesacarr : okay
elmodrivesacarr : what book?
mosh_brigades: personality plus
elmodrivesacarr : by?
mosh_brigades: hav u read em?
mosh_brigades: florence littauer
elmodrivesacarr : nope
mosh_brigades: then follow with personality for couples...
elmodrivesacarr : havent
mosh_brigades: same author
mosh_brigades: u wont regret..
mosh_brigades: trust me
elmodrivesacarr : i just finished mars vs venus by john gray and 7 habits of effective ppl by steven r. covey
elmodrivesacarr : uhum
elmodrivesacarr : okay..
mosh_brigades: both great book...
elmodrivesacarr : i'll try
mosh_brigades: stephen r covey said that we must
elmodrivesacarr : oops stephen
elmodrivesacarr : wrong spelling
mosh_brigades: focus in ourself so that we can control our outer environments
mosh_brigades: steven yeah..sorry
mosh_brigades: dats stephen chow
mosh_brigades: akakkaka
elmodrivesacarr : no mine is wrong moshy..
mosh_brigades: ok im right then...
elmodrivesacarr : most motivators will ask an individual to know themselves
elmodrivesacarr : but its hard u see
mosh_brigades: most motivators know themselves
elmodrivesacarr : i dah hidup 23 years
elmodrivesacarr : and still
mosh_brigades: their weaknesses n their strong points
elmodrivesacarr : i dunno i siapa sebenarnya
elmodrivesacarr : uhum
elmodrivesacarr : yup
mosh_brigades: find those books
elmodrivesacarr : i think by 23 spatutnya dah tau kan?
elmodrivesacarr : okay
elmodrivesacarr : i'll try
elmodrivesacarr : thanks moshy
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: nope..some ppl are still lost...and some died n whitered whitout knowing their meaning in their life
mosh_brigades: u r not late my dear...we are never late...
mosh_brigades: dont mention..
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
elmodrivesacarr : otay
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : so..
elmodrivesacarr : u know urs?
mosh_brigades: what more important is what we become not what we are now
elmodrivesacarr : th meaning of u in life?
mosh_brigades: yes...
elmodrivesacarr : yup... kalau ade buku psl masa depan that i can go thru
mosh_brigades: my goals ae my meanings
elmodrivesacarr : sure best
elmodrivesacarr : uhum..
mosh_brigades: u can read viktor r. frankyl.man search for meaning
mosh_brigades: true story of life in nazy camp
elmodrivesacarr : u like to read eh?
mosh_brigades: yup
elmodrivesacarr : anne frank?
mosh_brigades: anne frank..ive heard that in a book .the traveller's gift by andy andrews
mosh_brigades: she always choose to be happy
elmodrivesacarr : cool.. wise berkadar langsung dengan pembacaan
elmodrivesacarr : yup..
elmodrivesacarr : she's a jew
mosh_brigades: dat book is really great..i always read n reread it when im feeing knda out or down
elmodrivesacarr : pastu jadik one of the nazy's tahanan
mosh_brigades: yup..
elmodrivesacarr : yup.. dont u think its kinda memesongkan?
elmodrivesacarr : i havent read the book yet
elmodrivesacarr : but a fren once told me the book is kinda pesongkn akidah
mosh_brigades: the mostimportant think for us is to have the capacity to impart knowledge fom anything
elmodrivesacarr : i dunno
mosh_brigades: from good or the bad
elmodrivesacarr : uhum..
elmodrivesacarr : yeah
mosh_brigades: take the positivenesss of it all
elmodrivesacarr : yup sure do
mosh_brigades: and lastly be a person of progress and dont stop to learn
mosh_brigades: and be humble...we dont know everything
elmodrivesacarr : allrite boss!
elmodrivesacarr : hehehe
mosh_brigades: kepala jgn atas awan..kaki tak jejak bumi
elmodrivesacarr : how old are u again moshy?
mosh_brigades: alamak......aku membebel aku membebel
mosh_brigades: stop stop
mosh_brigades: 31
elmodrivesacarr : and still not married?
mosh_brigades: yup
elmodrivesacarr : ke divorcee?
mosh_brigades: yup
elmodrivesacarr : ke divorcee?
mosh_brigades: nope
elmodrivesacarr : allrite
elmodrivesacarr : afraid of commitment?
mosh_brigades: what alrrite?? hahaha
mosh_brigades: nope
elmodrivesacarr : frustrated?
mosh_brigades: putting the commitment
elmodrivesacarr : heheheheh
elmodrivesacarr : cool
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : have the calon yet?
mosh_brigades: nope...realization is on its way
mosh_brigades: calon. nope
elmodrivesacarr : <------sibuk je
mosh_brigades: putri gunung jer
mosh_brigades: takpe...
elmodrivesacarr : well u'll find one..insyaAllah
elmodrivesacarr : Cuma
elmodrivesacarr : jgn tunggu lama2
elmodrivesacarr : nanti at one stage u terus takde nafsu nak kawin lagi
mosh_brigades: sibuk, buat2 sibuk atau penyibuk is a god trade f put in a right situation
elmodrivesacarr : coz u dah comfortable alone
mosh_brigades: good* not god
mosh_brigades: no la..ade goals utk hav a family
mosh_brigades: my family
elmodrivesacarr : ok cool
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: got a picture of that on my mind
elmodrivesacarr : eh mosh
elmodrivesacarr : good
elmodrivesacarr : keep it
elmodrivesacarr : dont lose it
elmodrivesacarr : eh mosh
elmodrivesacarr : i hafta go
mosh_brigades: dont wanna keep it..i wanna live it
elmodrivesacarr : nak sambung keje nak anta next week
mosh_brigades: ok...darling..
mosh_brigades: sambung keje ea
elmodrivesacarr : so chat next time eh?
elmodrivesacarr :
mosh_brigades: get those books k..we'll tak abt it nanti
elmodrivesacarr : thanks for the motivation
mosh_brigades: ok
elmodrivesacarr : ok
elmodrivesacarr : insyaAllah
mosh_brigades: sure..u too..thnks
elmodrivesacarr : kena carik MPH by end of this month la nampaknya
elmodrivesacarr : ok bye...
elmodrivesacarr :
elmodrivesacarr : akum
mosh_brigades: ws
elmodrivesacarr :

Saturday, October 02, 2004

GAC

Guilty As Charge

Guilty as charged for crime I did not make
Guilty as charged and the sentence I have to take
Gimme a break, I’m old enough to know if I made a mistake
No give and take, You’re stubborn and all you care is all about yourself
I don’t wanna be part of you,
You’re so indulged in your self-pity ness
And you blame it on me for reason I don’t even know
Do as you say not as you do,
What’s the matter? Give me a clue
If you’re so good then why did you failed,
To turn this constitution into a better place
I’m so fuckin tired of your stupid harassments,
You’re blind as a bat and stinks like a rat

Guilty as charge, you’re guilty for all the things you say to me
Can’t cut a deal, You should go and make your own crummy world
Where you could charge anyone you like, Guilty! Guilty! Guilty!

For every second of my life I owed to you,
I would rather take a beating then remembering you,
Coz’ you’re guilty as charged.

...a lyric for a supposed pantera-ish song that not come to see the day light yet somewhere in 1998. Bila la aku nak buat band semula?