Friday, September 23, 2005
Jodi o Jodi
Juz watch Flightplan. Reason : Jodie Foster. Comments : better watch it on vcd..mengantuk sikit, dah lah sejuk. Cerita yang boleh diagak jalan ceritanya. antiklimak pun ada. Ratings : 2 asteroid 3 bulan.
words
responsibilty ~ adakah datang dari the ability to response, the will to act, the power to submit, the discipline to pursue?
bahasa melayunya "tanggungjawab" kan? ~ org yg kena jawab - jawab = penyelesaian, tanggung = sara , tentunya bukan saraselesai tetapi lebih kepada selenggara, seperti penyelengara yang mengendalikan sesuatu maka dia bertanggungjawab atas tugas itu. kalau tak tentu sengsara kerana tak dapat menjawab kenapa tugas tak selesai. maka dia yang tanggung akibatnya. gara-gara tak menyelenggarakan dengan betul tugas itu. habis tunggang langgang dia menanggung tanggungjawab itu.
bahasa melayunya "tanggungjawab" kan? ~ org yg kena jawab - jawab = penyelesaian, tanggung = sara , tentunya bukan saraselesai tetapi lebih kepada selenggara, seperti penyelengara yang mengendalikan sesuatu maka dia bertanggungjawab atas tugas itu. kalau tak tentu sengsara kerana tak dapat menjawab kenapa tugas tak selesai. maka dia yang tanggung akibatnya. gara-gara tak menyelenggarakan dengan betul tugas itu. habis tunggang langgang dia menanggung tanggungjawab itu.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
shout
it's been more than a week.. unconnected to my other world or into some other people world, into their words, wisdom, joy or the whatever. i'm so tied up. but i guess thats not important now. enough of the busyness of the moment. is there a word like busyness? argh...forget about it.
i think i'm gonna bebel it all out. dont care if anybody care. so what's does it gonna be? no idea.
u know sometimes i think we're all just puppets and dolls. taking for granted everything that been fed. never pause to ask why. we agree with the majority coz the majority will win and it hurts to be a loser. minority is not a good place to be. afraid to be called silly. angguk2 geleng2 ikut rentak macam burung kakak tua nyanyuk yang hanya nak kraker. kalau yang di ikut betul takpe. kalau betul pun ngape tak tanya? supaya lebih faham. to appreciate more.
why do people send their children to schools? becoz everybody is doing it. becoz its the law. cant education be better than school only?.or does school is really enough? then hoping their children to the uni. clever little boy, anak bapak, high edu, high salary, good life. Education is a business itself. promising a better life. man create a system and push people to agree. i tell u school is a must, edu is, but not enough. stop here.
i'm bebeling as it goes, so forgive me if it doesnt make sense to you, who ever you are.
as far as religion is, how many of us could say that they really know why they are devoters to their religion? I was born a muslim. I should be thankful. I am. But sometimes, I think people who aren't born a muslim and converted to be one, is better in terms of discovering and embracing the teachings. better than me, speaking for myself. I mean just think, these people questioned their meaning of life, searching, seeking the truth, understanding the messages of God and later find peace in themselves and in their lives. while me, taken for granted everything, taking from textbooks, learning from so called wise man and yes they are wise but afraid or never ask why? why? fear. i imagine myself and ask myself, what if i was born to a different type of religion or belief family? i think u should ask urself this question too. will we find the truth? the truth is the truth but where does it comes from? i now realized that i got to find the meaning of 'naik saksi'. what does it means. u get me? go to the roots of the matter. to get down to the nitty gritty. until then will i rest at peace with myself. finding myself is the key. and thats what it means by life education. stop here.
korang ngk tak malaysian idol? sucks! and i blame it all at the judges. i mean they choose these bunch before the sms voting. so it leave us ( or the voters, i am never an sms voter) not much choice. the 12 finalist got talent but not that so good to be an idol u see. I've seen the auditions and i think there are better ones than these dozen. but the lame judges pick out these 12. argh..kcuf mi2! forget it!
i come to think that reality shows are getting too real. to the point of faking. after the first season everybody know how's the game is played and nobody seems to genuine anymore. u can see it on the apprentice, af, idol, swan, every other reality show. so what is reality? reality is about being fake to get in front. u can vote urself cant u? ur father is the tokey kayu balak, why not? just like politic i think, where u can buy votes too. now everybody starts to get into the band wagon. reality all the way. britney does it, paris does it, branson does it. when will it stop? i only can say that bersamamu is totally the show that shows reality. and what about the other show mencari cinta? big time lame as a kambeng face in the rain. why not put a show mencari tuhan? or mencari ayah pin : where are hiding man?
But come to think of it, like the saying, life is a stage. from shakespeare i think. then we are all actors. we act daily all the time. what about pro wrestling? i think they are all great actors. yet people believed that they really fighting. there's good guys and bad guys. I was once that people. Now no more. Exposure, maturity and common sense changed me. but then, its ok to love em. i mean why not? just treat em like a live performance. a play like in threatre. plain entertainment. just like the movies. never real just acting. pure entertainment to the amused. why not? right?
i think i'm gonna bebel it all out. dont care if anybody care. so what's does it gonna be? no idea.
u know sometimes i think we're all just puppets and dolls. taking for granted everything that been fed. never pause to ask why. we agree with the majority coz the majority will win and it hurts to be a loser. minority is not a good place to be. afraid to be called silly. angguk2 geleng2 ikut rentak macam burung kakak tua nyanyuk yang hanya nak kraker. kalau yang di ikut betul takpe. kalau betul pun ngape tak tanya? supaya lebih faham. to appreciate more.
why do people send their children to schools? becoz everybody is doing it. becoz its the law. cant education be better than school only?.or does school is really enough? then hoping their children to the uni. clever little boy, anak bapak, high edu, high salary, good life. Education is a business itself. promising a better life. man create a system and push people to agree. i tell u school is a must, edu is, but not enough. stop here.
i'm bebeling as it goes, so forgive me if it doesnt make sense to you, who ever you are.
as far as religion is, how many of us could say that they really know why they are devoters to their religion? I was born a muslim. I should be thankful. I am. But sometimes, I think people who aren't born a muslim and converted to be one, is better in terms of discovering and embracing the teachings. better than me, speaking for myself. I mean just think, these people questioned their meaning of life, searching, seeking the truth, understanding the messages of God and later find peace in themselves and in their lives. while me, taken for granted everything, taking from textbooks, learning from so called wise man and yes they are wise but afraid or never ask why? why? fear. i imagine myself and ask myself, what if i was born to a different type of religion or belief family? i think u should ask urself this question too. will we find the truth? the truth is the truth but where does it comes from? i now realized that i got to find the meaning of 'naik saksi'. what does it means. u get me? go to the roots of the matter. to get down to the nitty gritty. until then will i rest at peace with myself. finding myself is the key. and thats what it means by life education. stop here.
korang ngk tak malaysian idol? sucks! and i blame it all at the judges. i mean they choose these bunch before the sms voting. so it leave us ( or the voters, i am never an sms voter) not much choice. the 12 finalist got talent but not that so good to be an idol u see. I've seen the auditions and i think there are better ones than these dozen. but the lame judges pick out these 12. argh..kcuf mi2! forget it!
i come to think that reality shows are getting too real. to the point of faking. after the first season everybody know how's the game is played and nobody seems to genuine anymore. u can see it on the apprentice, af, idol, swan, every other reality show. so what is reality? reality is about being fake to get in front. u can vote urself cant u? ur father is the tokey kayu balak, why not? just like politic i think, where u can buy votes too. now everybody starts to get into the band wagon. reality all the way. britney does it, paris does it, branson does it. when will it stop? i only can say that bersamamu is totally the show that shows reality. and what about the other show mencari cinta? big time lame as a kambeng face in the rain. why not put a show mencari tuhan? or mencari ayah pin : where are hiding man?
But come to think of it, like the saying, life is a stage. from shakespeare i think. then we are all actors. we act daily all the time. what about pro wrestling? i think they are all great actors. yet people believed that they really fighting. there's good guys and bad guys. I was once that people. Now no more. Exposure, maturity and common sense changed me. but then, its ok to love em. i mean why not? just treat em like a live performance. a play like in threatre. plain entertainment. just like the movies. never real just acting. pure entertainment to the amused. why not? right?
Friday, September 02, 2005
Fry Day
Semalam aku lepak kat Singgah Selalu ngan 2 skool buddies. Bising la kat branch Danga Bay. Nyesal plak gi sini. Busan giler aku tak gerak2 dari umah sejak 2,3 hari ni.Projek takleh jalan selagi fund tak masuk. Beladineraka btul! Nasib baik ingat pesan atuk..sabar, sabar, sabar, sabar!
Tapi bising pon takpe la. Member aku ni ajak lepak pasal bini dia ke sarawak kursus, so boring la tue. Tapi tiba, order makan, pastu bergayut kan telpon ngan bini lak. Pastu sms. Ler baik takyah lepak. Tapi takpe kan, bini die bukan bini aku. Tetiba fren aku sms fr kl. Aku lak berbalas sms. Budak tu anto sms lawak la konon. "At the age of 33, he quits smoking (will power) at 43, he quits drinking (will power), at 53, he quit gambling (will power), at 63, he quits SEX (Power failure)". huhahahahaha...tapi aku balas sms die "At 73, he discovers Tongkat Ali (POWER!!). She replied, "hahaha..at 83, he 's caught jiggying wit power puff grannies". Aku replied back, "No la, he died 2 days afterward from heart attack n kena simbah cuka getah!". Aku menang!! hehe...
Then, as I typin sms, dapat call, "khairi, we r u? need 2 c u...". bla..bla..bla...ok la meet u 12pm. at Tmn Pelangi. But 12.45am aku sampai kat Larkin Perdana. Dah 2 bulan aku tak jumpa mamat ni. 2 bulan aku menjauh. Aku elak jumpa. Sms aku jarang jawab. Why? aku nak fokus kat projek aku. But today tah, aku rasa aku kena jumpa.
"I dah lama nak jumpa u. Lama tak bual. U ada masalah ke?"..bla l..bla..la...."O..patut la lama tak jumpa"...
"Sebenarnya aku dah dpt position in A co..with my ol fren Datuk W, if everythin goes well, i'll be his share partner, director to handle some big projects in Kedah n JB...dats y i want to see u..."
dalam hati, "aku? nak apa?aku takde xperience in constructions ma...".
" i will need some ppl to join me, somebody i trust n can learn n wants to be part of the team..."
dlm hati, "Ok jugak, tp projek aku kena jalan, projek aku, co aku, baru nak start , ...kalau offer bagus ok la...", sambil kepala angguk2. conversation continues till 4am...n off to this cc...
Whatever je la, aku tak harap sgt2, sebab aku dah berhenti mengharap kat projek org, bukan putus asa, tapi bila terlalu mengharap janji2 org, kekadang2 risiko je kecewa...juga sesangat....jadi aku ngk je la rezki, aku ckp kat die thanks la ingat member..kalau jadi call me la. Tapi aku sebenarnya dah taknak makan gaji. Tetapi kalau keje die bagi ade freedom, excitement, significant n bayo bagus mungkin aku amik. Nengok la...Klau sebulan dapat RM3 ribu above atau ade extra comm..maybe aku amik. Bukan demand, tapi aku rasa value aku sebenarnye lebih tinggi dari tu. Nengoklah...
Skrg dah pukul 6.30am, aku kena balik aku rasa..sebab pukul 9.30am kena kuar gi kota tinggi. amik brg2 aku yg masih berbaki kat umah lama. Penting tu, mag2 gitar2 aku n sijil2 aku termasuk surat beranak aku, sebab esok aku nak buat mykad n nak tukar no baru sebab dulu no ic aku salah buat, tarikh lahir aku lebih setahun. Bila esok buat aku akan jadi setahun muda...hehehe...
O ya, bestnye ahad ni aku dpt geng jammin baru...tapi tak kenal lagi..but ofkoss kena main lagu2 lama la. Aku minta kawan aku pilh drummer solid sikit. Member aku lak request lagu Hoobastank, the reason...malas lak nak carik. tapi lagu tu aku rasa kacang. esok la ak cari.
Ishh, ngantuk siak...aku chow dulu la...
MOSHERATTUS FLING*FLONG ~
How can I cheat death when life play tricks on me?
How can I play dead when pain is all I see?
How can I laugh when my life is a joke?
How can I cry when I know it's a lie?
***************************************
Bagaimana aku mahu mengelak kebinasaan sedangkan hidup penuh permainan?
Bagaimana aku mahu berdiam diri sedangkan kesengsaraan di sana sini?
Bagaimana aku mahu ketawa sedangkan hidupku satu jenaka?
Bagaimana aku mahu mengalir airmata sedangkan aku tahu itu semua dusta?
mosH - Ooooooiiiii...........
Tapi bising pon takpe la. Member aku ni ajak lepak pasal bini dia ke sarawak kursus, so boring la tue. Tapi tiba, order makan, pastu bergayut kan telpon ngan bini lak. Pastu sms. Ler baik takyah lepak. Tapi takpe kan, bini die bukan bini aku. Tetiba fren aku sms fr kl. Aku lak berbalas sms. Budak tu anto sms lawak la konon. "At the age of 33, he quits smoking (will power) at 43, he quits drinking (will power), at 53, he quit gambling (will power), at 63, he quits SEX (Power failure)". huhahahahaha...tapi aku balas sms die "At 73, he discovers Tongkat Ali (POWER!!). She replied, "hahaha..at 83, he 's caught jiggying wit power puff grannies". Aku replied back, "No la, he died 2 days afterward from heart attack n kena simbah cuka getah!". Aku menang!! hehe...
Then, as I typin sms, dapat call, "khairi, we r u? need 2 c u...". bla..bla..bla...ok la meet u 12pm. at Tmn Pelangi. But 12.45am aku sampai kat Larkin Perdana. Dah 2 bulan aku tak jumpa mamat ni. 2 bulan aku menjauh. Aku elak jumpa. Sms aku jarang jawab. Why? aku nak fokus kat projek aku. But today tah, aku rasa aku kena jumpa.
"I dah lama nak jumpa u. Lama tak bual. U ada masalah ke?"..bla l..bla..la...."O..patut la lama tak jumpa"...
"Sebenarnya aku dah dpt position in A co..with my ol fren Datuk W, if everythin goes well, i'll be his share partner, director to handle some big projects in Kedah n JB...dats y i want to see u..."
dalam hati, "aku? nak apa?aku takde xperience in constructions ma...".
" i will need some ppl to join me, somebody i trust n can learn n wants to be part of the team..."
dlm hati, "Ok jugak, tp projek aku kena jalan, projek aku, co aku, baru nak start , ...kalau offer bagus ok la...", sambil kepala angguk2. conversation continues till 4am...n off to this cc...
Whatever je la, aku tak harap sgt2, sebab aku dah berhenti mengharap kat projek org, bukan putus asa, tapi bila terlalu mengharap janji2 org, kekadang2 risiko je kecewa...juga sesangat....jadi aku ngk je la rezki, aku ckp kat die thanks la ingat member..kalau jadi call me la. Tapi aku sebenarnya dah taknak makan gaji. Tetapi kalau keje die bagi ade freedom, excitement, significant n bayo bagus mungkin aku amik. Nengok la...Klau sebulan dapat RM3 ribu above atau ade extra comm..maybe aku amik. Bukan demand, tapi aku rasa value aku sebenarnye lebih tinggi dari tu. Nengoklah...
Skrg dah pukul 6.30am, aku kena balik aku rasa..sebab pukul 9.30am kena kuar gi kota tinggi. amik brg2 aku yg masih berbaki kat umah lama. Penting tu, mag2 gitar2 aku n sijil2 aku termasuk surat beranak aku, sebab esok aku nak buat mykad n nak tukar no baru sebab dulu no ic aku salah buat, tarikh lahir aku lebih setahun. Bila esok buat aku akan jadi setahun muda...hehehe...
O ya, bestnye ahad ni aku dpt geng jammin baru...tapi tak kenal lagi..but ofkoss kena main lagu2 lama la. Aku minta kawan aku pilh drummer solid sikit. Member aku lak request lagu Hoobastank, the reason...malas lak nak carik. tapi lagu tu aku rasa kacang. esok la ak cari.
Ishh, ngantuk siak...aku chow dulu la...
MOSHERATTUS FLING*FLONG ~
How can I cheat death when life play tricks on me?
How can I play dead when pain is all I see?
How can I laugh when my life is a joke?
How can I cry when I know it's a lie?
***************************************
Bagaimana aku mahu mengelak kebinasaan sedangkan hidup penuh permainan?
Bagaimana aku mahu berdiam diri sedangkan kesengsaraan di sana sini?
Bagaimana aku mahu ketawa sedangkan hidupku satu jenaka?
Bagaimana aku mahu mengalir airmata sedangkan aku tahu itu semua dusta?
mosH - Ooooooiiiii...........
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