floating

It's been quite a while since I post anything here. Things just ain't happening the way I want em to be. And as always, I'm taking the time to be away. Distance is a therapy. It might hurt some people around me, but it is for the best. I'm sounding selfish. I think I am. Time will tell..

I missed my futsal game today. All because of waiting for someone to come. I hate waiting. Of all the days in a week, and today is the day i always looking forward to, and there you go, I missed the futsal game. I fucking hate this. Shitus nimfus! Have to wait for next week. It's not about the male-bonding or a bunch of guys doing guy things, argh, girls plays too, its just that, there, in the court, where i feel so free, nothing feels like futsal. Fuck! why did they came late!

Imatlost

She killed me and then a million times more
I awake finding her still at the door
She smiles and then came and kissed my eyes
And gone in a blink of an eye without saying good bye
I'm going blind with all her disquise
I'm sinking deep inside her sweet shinning pie
She whispered to my ears all those kind words
I'm lost again as my head hit the dirt..