Today is 31st January 2005. Sekejap je masa bergerak. Pelik. There are two possibilities to why time feels like flies at supersonic speed, at least for me. One, the earth is spinning faster and faster. And so is the galaxy system. Duh! sounds stupid! But then again, I'm not a scientist and it's just a possibility. Second, I'm pursuing something or actually a lot of things that i feel there's always not enough time. Catching up with deadlines and targets. Too busy and as always feel like time is not on my side. Then come the question of death. It occurs to me one day that I'm actually dying away each second of every minute of everyday of my life. Tick tick tick tock..getting near to the end. I concluded that living is actually dying. Or to be exact, the process of dying. A micro rigor mortis of life. The big question is, am I ready to die? A question, quickly ignored by my concious mind. If a picture of darkness, tight space, loneliness and punishments clouds the mind about death then that thought will surely kill instantly. Then lies the answer that i'm afraid of death.
But then, if a picture of serenity, peace, calm and joy that describes death or the next world, automactically death is not to be afraid of. My favorite option is forget about it, do what i can do, ready or not, the day will come. I rest my future destiny of the other side in God¡¦s hand. Yup, God the Almighty, He knows everything. God gave everybody young and old, rich or poor, the same amount of time, 24hrs a day. People say time heals, right now I'm not sure coz sometimes time kills.
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